Waking Up Alongside…

I wake up everyday Full of regret,
Full of sorrow,
Full of anger,

Maybe it is my depression speaking,
But it feels so real,

This isn’t a cry for help,
All I am trying to is to explain to the world,
What I am feeling,
Don’t label me as the boy who cried wolf,
The only wolf in the room,
Is the one wishing for a noose,

The depression hits hard,
Everyday holding a knife to my vein,
When my wife leaves for work,
I break down and cry in the kitchen,
Feeling so alone,
The world closing all around me,

I wake up everyday Full of regret,
Full of sorrow,
Full of anger,

Maybe it is my depression speaking,
But it feels so real,

Wishing for all my actions to count,
My parents to be proud,
Yet it all crumbles down,
Like the Berlin Wall,

Wishing I could refuse,
Everytime I listen,
My mind plays tricks,

Can’t decide which one would be better,
Heaven or hell,

I wake up everyday Full of regret,
Full of sorrow,
Full of anger,

Maybe it is my depression speaking,
But it feels so real,

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