Unwell

Will psychosis strike Again?
Will I be able to escape it’s grasp?
Will it destroy me?

Why only Whispers?
Why are the shadows playing hide and seek?

Only strangers,
Hooded figures,
Jinn,

They don’t speak,
Only following me,
Everywhere I go,

Why?

All these questions lingering in my mind,
Most people would consider me unwell,

What do you see?

Maybe a Schizo,
Waiting for his clock to expire,
During the day I teach,
Empty seats not empty,

Filled by hollowed out corpses,
Demons,
Ghosts,

Black eye shadow smudged,
Lip stick smeared,
Ripped clothes,
Messy hair,
Perfectly shaped neck to shoulder ratio,
Followed by the top button – unbuttoned,

Otherwise,
I am fighting myself,
Throughout the day,
Trying to talk myself into Insanity,

Appearing before me,
Standing in the way,
A Zombie hoard,
Murderous clowns in every corner,

Inwardly awkward,
Outwardly not alright,

Miss Independent

Legends and Fairy-Tales speak of;
Biblical origins,
A man’s rib-cage,
Ironically,
Miss Independent hasn’t been in chains,
Since the beginning of time,

Led conquerors to believe,
They had won,
While quietly plotting,
The oppressor’s assassination,
Used every tactic,
From brute force to sensual trickery,

Chopsticks holding her hair in a bun,
Skin caressed,
Wearing the silkiest of robes,
A Chinese dragon eating its prey,

Delicate kisses,
Miss Independent,
Her silk robe drops,
Hands requesting permission,
Allowed to touch but not to talk,
After 2 minutes,

The colonizer closes his eyes,
Pain and happiness flee,
She removes both chop-sticks,
Samurai sharp,
Traces of red lip-stick along his neck,

Colorful Voices Dancing With The Unseen

I am strong, living in a Tropical Paradise,
When the lights turn off, and the stars come out,
Shadows play, and I dance the Tango with my Girl,

Forgive me if I speak, incoherently,
It is not that I am ignoring you,
Rather, all the stick figures that surround me,
Make funny faces, trying to scare me shit-less,

All my energy, every thought of mine,
Was constructed for you, so that I could grab your hand,
Twist your body, perform the Salsa,
Elevate our minds, so that those who hate us, can’t touch us,

I am strong, living in a Tropical Paradise,
When the lights turn off, and the stars come out,
Shadows play, and I dance the Tango with my Girl,

My favorite time of the day, when you wear Rainbow colors,
Imagine what I see, each color singing a different gospel song,
Free falling, dancing, celebrating life,
Thankful for being welcomed, to this un-ordinary special occasion,

It is true, I hear the whispers of fallen soldiers,
Shakes hands, make deals, and talk to the mystical, to the unseen,
But this doesn’t mean, I am lost nor gone forever,
You are my everlasting cure, my one true key to reality,

I am strong, living in a Tropical Paradise,
When the lights turn off, and the stars come out,
Shadows play, and I dance the Tango with my Girl,

Blasian Fantasy In An Emergency Exit Stairwell

It will be our secret,
Nobody has to know,
Both of us looked twice,
At the same time,
Followed you into,
An emergency exit stairwell,

Found you leaning,
Apple bottom pressed,
Caught between the handrail,
One hand feeling the inside of your thigh,
Second hand playing with your nipple ring,
Opened your mouth to speak,
Lips seductively teasing,
Whispered on purpose,
Had to take another step forward,
Heard you ever so softly,

“Are you hungry daddy”,
“I got what you need”,

Long black hair,
Silky smooth skin,
Eye shadow,
Mascara,
Fake eye lashes,
Red lipstick,
Extensions,
Kitty tramp stamp,
Black 6 inch high heels,
White one piece on the ground,

It will be our secret,
Nobody has to know,
Both of us looked twice,
At the same time,
Followed you into,
An emergency exit stairwell,

Two bodies touching,
Felt your apple bottom grinding,
Pushing ever so gently,
Hard in under 30 seconds,
Grabbed my right hand,
Placed it inside of your black thong,
Fingers sliding inside your Pum Pum,
Wetter than a the land of 10,000 Lakes,
Noticed you biting your bottom lip,
Two orgasmic moans escaped,
Covered your mouth with my free hand,

Time to clean up your leakage,
Got on my knees,
Started to choke,
Couldn’t swallow fast enough,
Placed your tattooed hands upon my head,
Forcing my tongue to meet your G-Spot,
One leg resting on my shoulder,
Felt your thighs dripping with ecstasy,

It will be our secret,
Nobody has to know,
Both of us looked twice,
At the same time,
Followed you into,
An emergency exit stairwell,

After you regained control,
Felt your hands slide down my chest,
Unbuttoning my pants,
Tip of your tongue,
Stealing my soul,
Draining my life,
Couldn’t look away,
Hypnotized by your eyes,
Demon from hell,
Succubus visiting earth,

Wrapped both of your legs,
Around my waist,
Nails leaving scars vertically along my back,
Bite marks on both sides of my neck,
Wasn’t sure whether this would be my last breath,
Had me fighting for air,
Felt the rhythm of your hips,
Sway of every thrust,
Could feel my body seeking repentance,
Before I give in asked ‘can you slow down’,
Wished those words were never uttered,
Brought your full weight upon me,
Exploded continuously for the next 15 seconds,

It will be our secret,
Nobody has to know,
Both of us looked twice,
At the same time,
Followed you into,
An emergency exit stairwell,

Day Dreaming in the Back of a Jaguar

Let me know,
When you want to Wake-up,
Let me know
If you need help removing Make-up,
Let me know,
So we can shake Things-up,

Let it be, live everyday as our last,
Opening our eyes at the same time,
Stretching every limb,
One hand each on the steering wheel,
Just the fact, this love has stayed intact,
Should be enough for us to celebrate,
Sweat, blood, and tears,
Staying strong through high winds,

We gotta’ keep the fire burning,
While everyone else is busy cheating,
Don’t worry about me,
At night I am busy dreaming about you,
In sexy black lingerie,
Kissing my scars,
Rocking back and forth,

Let me know,
When you want to Wake-up,
Let me know
If you need help removing Make-up,
Let me know,
So we can shake Things-up,

Give you my word,
Holding hands, showing affection in public,
Is not a good translation of how much I love you,
Anybody can walk hand in hand with a thot,
How many Gentleman are willing to take a beating,
After confronting a group of strangers for cat calling,

If I am lying, call me out,
Lets park in an empty lot,
Re-position ourselves in the back seat,
First move I make will be to worship your Melanin,
Knew what was coming but didn’t care,
Discovered Niagara Falls in the backseat of this Jaguar,

Let me know,
When you want to Wake-up,
Let me know
If you need help removing Make-up,
Let me know,
So we can shake Things-up,