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Veterans Raping Foreign Vietnamese, African, and Arab Women

July 4th, independence for Wealthy White men,
Celebrating slaves in chains and scalping indigenous,
Uncle Sam helped Dr. Jekyll butcher Indian children,
Replacing white murderers with statues holding nooses,

Thanksgiving meant to cover the massacre at Bay Colony,
Veterans praised for bravery on the Fourth of July,
Claim they are protecting us from foreign and domestic threats,
When did raping foreign women and anally penetrating men become heroic,

July 4th, a day meant to mourn not celebrate,
Cycles of genocide, nooses, and white sheets march,
Used to be they hid under blankets but now,
Rednecks, clansmen, and decorated purple heart murderers unmask themselves,

Whether it was Bush or Obama,
Neither were saviors of humanity,
Bush hunted down terrorism as if it only wore a turban,
Obama dropped bombs over Somalia, Libya, and Yemen killing thousands,

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Failure By Your Imam

Truth is, I am weak,
Every struggle causes me to bleed,
Without you,
Nothing would be possible,
My accomplishments,
Successes and failures,
Would be for nothing,

All my weaknesses,
Counting how many times,
I raised my voice,
Shouted and cursed,
Called you names out of anger,

Truth is, I don’t deserve you,
My emotions,
Behavior and attitude,
I am imperfect,
Number of faults,
Could fill multiple encyclopedias,
Yet, you still stand beside me,

Why?
I don’t treat you,
In the same manner,
Movies depict romance,
When we disagree,
My ego takes hold,
Tries to win,
Even though, we promised,
To listen, love, and forgive,

Truth is, you stay,
While other men,
Have more zeros in the bank,
Could take you out every night,
Buy diamonds every day,
What can I do?
Pay 10 dollars a month for Netflix,

Sure, we make funny faces together,
Chase one another,
Once in awhile compete in a foot race,
Hide in each other’s arms,
5 dollar Tuesdays and Thursdays,
Attending the cinema,
Without thinking about tomorrow,

Truth is, without you,
I’m a depressed man,
Would have kicked the bucket,
A long time ago,
You gave me a reason to work,
Not give up,

If I was blind,
Would have described you,
As an angel,
Whenever I need comfort,
You read my mind,
Embracing me without asking what happened,
Not letting go until I feel better,

Truth is, I am weak,
All the pain, nightmares, and tragedy,
You are the only light in my life,
When darkness presents itself,
No matter how many hoes,
Muslim side-chick hijabi hypocrites,
Walk my way,
I promise, to fulfill my vows,
As your husband, lover, and friend,

Cover from head to toe,
Not allowing others to imagine your curves,
Promising me I am the only one,
Scars and stretch marks,
Sharing memories of your mother,
After she became a widow,

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Fantasy of the Century (Black Widow)

Religious fanatics, planned parenthood,
Act like the only people who have fantasies are…
[The] Sick and mentally insane,
Guess that makes me insane,

Men dream of having sex with porn-stars,
Women wake up from a wet dream with Johnny Depp,
Doesn’t matter if you are married or single,
Prefer a fantasy with more creativity,
Dream of a queen with caramel complexion,

Wavy tank top covering her chest,
Able to caress the rose on her rib-cage,
Gently kiss the dream-catcher on her shoulder,

White manicured nails,
Jewelry on every finger,
Black hair covering one side of her face,

Religious fanatics, planned parenthood,
Act like the only people who have fantasies are…
[The] Sick and mentally insane,
Guess that makes me insane,

Round fat ass in perfectly fitted jeans,
Eat her booty out like groceries,
Sitting comfortably in a living room chair,

Ties each one of my hands with black leggings,
Unbuttons my shirt, starts kissing,
Light biting has me excited,

Riding and grinding,
Takes off her tank top, throws it in the corner,
Leaves teeth marks up and down my neck,

Nails scratch my chest causing small cuts,
Stands and removes her jeans,
Turns around shakes her booty knowing I can’t touch,

Religious fanatics, planned parenthood,
Act like the only people who have fantasies are…
[The] Sick and mentally insane,
Guess that makes me insane,

Takes off her panties and gags me,
Gets on her knees and teases me,
Best head game in the country,
Pauses when she knows I am close,

Starts to ride like it is our last time,
Every time I am close hurts more and more,
Beautiful queen 3 orgasms already,
Keeps teasing without letting me finish,

Climbs on top for a final ride,
Places a plastic bag over my head,
Rocking back and forth,
Air flow cutting off,
Tried to finish,
Getting dizzy,

Religious fanatics, planned parenthood,
Act like the only people who have fantasies are…
[The] Sick and mentally insane,
Guess that makes me insane,

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Broken Beyond Repair (God Never Walks Away)

World claims you are beyond repair,
Don’t believe it, instead…
Understand, you have my full attention,
Just as God never walks away,

For people just like me,
Who’ve seen the inside of multiple foster homes,
Legal guardians doing it just for money,

Young women try to receive an education,
No means no, but rapists don’t care,
Wasn’t invited nor given permission,

University school boards,
Protect James Winston,
Humiliate victims,

World claims you are beyond repair,
Don’t believe it, instead…
Understand, you have my full attention,
Just as God never walks away,

For those who think they are ugly,
Believe they are not book smart enough,
Made an appointment with death instead of the future,

Red or Blue,
Doesn’t mean you can’t succeed,
Disappear, start over, brand new city,

Whether you dance the night way,
Serve drinks, or wear a Hooters t-shirt,
No man should put his hands on you,

World claims you are beyond repair,
Don’t believe it, instead…
Understand, you have my full attention,
Just as God never walks away,

Burned too many times,
Can’t trust a soul,
Caught your ex-man with one too many side-pieces,

Served overseas,
Returned home, found your wife left,
No text message, note on the kitchen counter,

Single parent working 3 jobs,
Picking young ones up from school,
Homework every night, followed by no sleep,

World claims you are beyond repair,
Don’t believe it, instead…
Understand, you have my full attention,
Just as God never walks away,

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What Is Eid

Eid is a reminder to myself and others that being appreciative and celebrating joy are not about dressing fancy, spending money, or eating lavish food.

A lot of Muslims laugh, have a good time, waste money, and ignore the fact they are breathing.

In countless countries war has caused poverty, hunger, disease, and grief. Such as Syria and Yemen. Families are not able to buy new clothes or eat 20 dollar entrees.

Be thankful that you are alive, have food in your fridge, and a roof over your head.

Hopefully this message causes Muslims to thank Allah and reminds them Eid is not about ‘Celebrating Ego’ but rather thanking Allah for giving us another Ramadan.

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Nubian Queen

Cradle of civilization,
Nubian Queen foundation,
All shades factual proclamation,
Melanin a crown meant for celebration,

Beginning of society,
Indigenous of Egypt,
Bathed in the Nile,
Not afraid of knots,

Society Illustrations,
Admiring Ethiopians,
Buying from Indonesians,
Stealing from Revelations,

Referred to as Ratchet,
Listen to Badu while sending nudes,
All natural and flexing,
Afro, short, long, braids, and curly,

Cradle of civilization,
Nubian Queen foundation,
All shades factual proclamation,
Melanin a crown meant for celebration,

History on top of her Shoulders,
Society fears Nubian Melanin Soldiers,
Rocking natural locks,
Strong beyond belief,

Yellow, Black, and Brown,
Every complexion divine,
Causing it to shine,
Love it when you whine,

Walking down the street,
Every angle people see an angel,
Poetic justice for a Nubian queen,
Let me help you detangle,

Cradle of civilization,
Nubian Queen foundation,
All shades factual proclamation,
Melanin a crown meant for celebration,

Be You,
Not somebody else,
Product of being all natural,
Arms up too long let me hold the brush,

Help with your head-wrap, long dress,
Write a lover letter,
Hate started,,
Locks cut,

Nubian Mother,
Rock natural locks carrying freedom unlocked,
Skin meant to glow without protective shots,
Wash hair in the Nile not afraid of knots,

Cradle of civilization,
Nubian Queen foundation,
Born in all shades factual proclamation,
Melanin was a crown meant for celebration,

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Any Last Words Asked By A Female Surgeon

First thing I noticed,
Rose tattoo along your rib-cage,
Monarch Migration,
Roots of heritage,
Intertwined with Bob Marley,

Much too simplistic,
Would be the same thing as saying,
How your jeans from behind,
Made a V design due to your sculpture,

First time we met,
Could never forget,
Green cut-off top,
Under-boob showing.
Tiny bit of cleavage,

Summon God,
Mouth on the floor,
Watering like a thirsty dog,
Caramel wrapped skin,
Solar power for the next 10 years,

Waiting for a man like me to worship a woman like you…

First date,
Met at a cafe,
Remember how you sat,
Right foot under your chair,
Left leg extended,

Good percentage of your jeans,
Able to be squeezed,
Ripped knees,
Light bounced off,
Oiled legs,

Eyes penetrated my soul,
Scanning for treasure,
Lips quivering from an unfulfilled habit,
Invited me over after the first date,

Parked in front of an abandoned building,
Nobody around,
Motioned me to follow,
Wore a sinister smile,

Waiting for a man like me to worship a woman like you…

No door to knock on but inside was warm,
Back-up generator heard,
Lights flickered,
Paintings and murals hung along corridors,

Found my way,
Red light district,
Found your habit,
Pictures snapped,

Children and grown men,
Mothers losing babies,
Predators tackling prey,
Doctors performing surgery,

Foot-steps,
Nails caressed the back of my neck,
Follow me,
Regrettable words,

Waiting for a man like me to worship a woman like you…

Led me to the bedroom,
Removed all articles,
No windows,
Moon shining,
Silk mosquito sheets,

Changed clothes,
Wore a brown dress,
Slit for your right leg,
Hand covered where a man’s mouth sits,
Grabbed my wrists,

Only you and I,
Under the stars,
Handcuffed to the bed,
Nowhere to go,

Slowly riding,
Brown dress fell fighting gravity,
Pierced nipples,
Took my picture wearing a surgeon mask,
Asked ‘any last words’,

Waiting for a man like me to worship a woman like you…