My Worst Fear Bleeds

been told it will get better,
never told you were beautiful,

if you are loved,

they will never leave,
they loved a different you,

to be honest,
been dealing with something,

twitter can’t tweet,
tumbler can’t tumble,

my biggest fear,
i can’t save everyone,

when a sister texts via viber,
can’t sleep if i don’t remove what i eat,

my biggest fear not scary clowns,
what stops me from sleeping,
when i have been away,

brothers send messages,
gotta’ make one last run,

my biggest fear,
watching people slip away,
thinking it will get better,

can’t save,
drowning at arms-length…

they don’t see the beautiful you,

pudgy cheeks,
can’t fit in skinny jeans,
plus size lingerie,

don’t feel ashamed,
stretch marks or scars,

being sexy,
not about fitting into the smallest size,

my biggest fear,
can’t save everyone,

by the end of the day,
kept asking,

if i am giving,

my legs,
my heart,

will anyone be kind,
provide the same?


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